. . Love Laced In Cyanide . .

Yessir...
I know, I just came back from Canada a couple days ago and now I have to go back because I have to go to a funeral. That should be pleasant, not.... I went to Lit. Mag. today, we discussed what we were going to put at the center pieces. We decided on candles and fruit. Wonder how that is going to work out... I'm so sad Stephanie can't come. :( She really would have enjoyed it. I only have like 3 tickets left to sell. I'll sell them next week after I come back from Canada.

On Monday, nothing special happened.

On Tuesday, I felt depressed and made a total ass out of myself to cover my sadness. I hate how I can't control it. Sucks major ass.

Today, I was looking at VH1 in the morning and this video was playing.

It is Ingrid Michaelson - The Way I Am.
Guess what I absolutely adore it. It makes me think some people aren't as shallow as I think. Then again I know A LOT of shallow-minded people.

Oh yeah I finished a poem today. It's really short though. Enjoy!:)

Temptation

Lust is a must.
STD's, mistrust.
But I'm in love and we're drunk.
So naive and young.
Thinking I was in love.
Maybe it was the lust that blind sighted my trust.
Abstinence is broken.
My life's dreams are crushed.

It is basically about a girl who came under the temptation to have sex but she planned to wait until marriage. Being to lose her virginity to her future husband. Instead she ends up having sex while drunk. Unknowing to her he had an STD. Now she has to live with it for the rest of her life.
I was practicing how to say it with my friend Shonte after school. She says I say it too fast and I need to slow down. That will be really hard. :P Must go to sleep now.

Happy dreaming

Mood: Neutral
Listening to: The Vincent Black Shadow - Bullets On The Tracks
Reading: The Bluest Eyes
Watching: ...
Playing: My imaginary guitar. (I want one so badly)
Eating: ...
Drinking: ...