. . Love Laced In Cyanide . .

That includes my other blog "Death. By. Sugar. Rant" + DeviantART for a while.
Most likely I will be on my Myspace so when I'm online hit me up.
I need to relax because of the situation I'm in.
Still can't discuss it.
Sorry.
But I can tell you DYFS hasn't been bothering me or my parents.
I'm still not out the wood.
I have no idea if they closed the case or not.
All I know is I'm being referred to a hospital.
That's all I'm saying.

Sugarfoot the remix. by ~Miss-Conceited on deviantART

My rant blog is complete Wooot!
I'm not stable enough to talk about my situation right now.
So yeah.
I'll start updating my other blog now.
Link ---> http://deathbysugarrant.blogspot.com/

It's true.
They came about 20 minutes ago.
I'm so scared.
They would have stayed longer, but he said he would question me at school.
Everything hurts inside.
The best advice Jorge gave me was to pray and pray.
Even though I'm an Atheist.
I hope everything is alright.
It' bad enough someone I knew died of Lupus today.
Rain on me.

Link ----> http://deathbysugarrant.blogspot.com/

Currently it is under construction. Update when it is up and running.

And Jesus said no.
But I'm Atheist so I really don't give a shit.

I feel religion surrounding me now.
I feel suffocated.
Stop drowning me.
Stop surrounding me.
Reaping me.
Soul and all.
Heavens no place for me.
Not a place at all.

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Since I was getting therapy from School Based... they now think I should get referred to Trinitas Hospital. The problem is that my parent have to know why. BIG problem. My parent don't know anything. They think I'm this happy kid. So I know they will be VERY surprised, I don't know how to tell them. Another fact is that I might end up in a Psych. Ward. I want to throw up.
Sometimes I think why didn't I was those pills down with bleach... I'm going to go play guitar for a change. Oh wait that's right Steph. has my amp. Oh well. Screw that. I could always do my Autobiography since it's due tomorrow.

Peace, Love, Aspiration, Fail.

Mood: Stressed
Listening to: Nonpoint - The Wreckoning
Reading: ...
Watching: ...
Playing: My guitar anyways...
Eating: Chocolate and Peanut Butter Granola Bar
Drinking: Water.