Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Well I know for certain that I am going to fail English.
The fact that on the test that was supposed to raise my grade made it even lower.
I. Am. So. Depressed.
My. Parents. Will. Kill. Me.
I. Want. To. Die.
At least. They. Will. Put. Me. Out. Of. My. Misery.

Well anyways today one of my friends told me why she was out....
She apparently went to a Psychiatric Hospital because the school/or somebody else? found out about her suicide attempts.
That opened my eyes.
She was trying to warn me because I she knows that I want to "end it all."
She told me about her experience.
They were all in her face telling her not to commit suicide.
But the funny part is the next day she came in smiling better than before, I hope she finds her happiness.
She deserves it.....

This is my life, ending soon.

Mood: Depressed/Manic
Listening to: Panic! at the Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
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posted by The girl of randomness... at 3:21 PM |



1 Comments:

At April 11, 2008 at 8:41 PM, Blogger Rukia said........
Amazing. Why can't my parents take me to a ward? Oh, yeah. That's right. They don't give a fucker. Happy for the person though.