. . Love Laced In Cyanide . .

And Jesus said no.
But I'm Atheist so I really don't give a shit.

I feel religion surrounding me now.
I feel suffocated.
Stop drowning me.
Stop surrounding me.
Reaping me.
Soul and all.
Heavens no place for me.
Not a place at all.

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Since I was getting therapy from School Based... they now think I should get referred to Trinitas Hospital. The problem is that my parent have to know why. BIG problem. My parent don't know anything. They think I'm this happy kid. So I know they will be VERY surprised, I don't know how to tell them. Another fact is that I might end up in a Psych. Ward. I want to throw up.
Sometimes I think why didn't I was those pills down with bleach... I'm going to go play guitar for a change. Oh wait that's right Steph. has my amp. Oh well. Screw that. I could always do my Autobiography since it's due tomorrow.

Peace, Love, Aspiration, Fail.

Mood: Stressed
Listening to: Nonpoint - The Wreckoning
Reading: ...
Watching: ...
Playing: My guitar anyways...
Eating: Chocolate and Peanut Butter Granola Bar
Drinking: Water.